Thirst while in a relationship

            Ok, I would like to start by making it very clear that I love my boyfriend.  I love my relationship and wouldn't trade it for the world.  But, I have sexual attraction to women.  I do and I always have.  I think women are magical and beautiful and wonderful, and in and out of a relationship I still have these desires.  I haven't shied away from sharing this with my boyfriend, and while I am in a monogamous relationship, my boyfriend is interested in hearing about my "thirst" (although I would never call it that to his face).  My boyfriend says "I love that you're into women too because I feel like I can talk to you and you can talk to me about what we find attractive in women." And he's right. It's a strange thing to share in a relationship but every relationship is unique.
            So now I will share with you the women I thirst over.

First we have a cartoon character, but one of the earliest women-thirsts I can remember.

Sam Manson, from Nickelodeon's Danny Phantom

Why am I attracted to Sam from Danny Phantom? Probably because I was  am an edgy child who hates the world and always envied people who had the ability to express themselves because my mother's rule was "If you're under my roof, you follow my rules" or "You represent me so you have to represent me well." Hmm there is a lot I could say about those rules from my mother but I will refrain..,

On to my next lady-thirst

The Piano Girl from High School Musical(s)

So where does this attraction come from? 

Well, if I had to guess it would be the way she dressed.  She didn't dress like everyone else.  She just did her own thing, kept to herself except to help others and while yes, this is a fictional character, I think that this was my childhood self navigating what I valued in people.  I also would like to think it is a coincidence that she was a musician and was clearly a music nerd in high school considering the schools choir director just ordered her around (if you think that doesn't happen, I am sorry you are wrong. That is a real-world thing), but it is probably not a coincidence that I thirsted over a musician and then became a musician... The universe knows things.  IT KNOWS.

I still find her attractive to this day... following in the Thirst in Place podcast...I would shelter in place with piano girl. 

Next, I will just shamelessly say I thirst over red headed women. I just love red heads. I think there is something special about red hair.  It is unique, it is rare and it is fiery.  It just glows to me.  I do not have any specific pictures but I will reveal by boyfriend and my exgirlfriend are both red heads....Guess you can't escape a type...

Last but not least is 

Minnie Driver in About a Boy

I love this character.  I just love everything she embodies.  She is just exactly who I love and would want to be with.  She raises her kid to be himself and that is so important and she just embraces her self and is a total free spirit and I love it.